I did this again, but for like 40 minutes as I paused and thought through and said the affirmations out loud in Romanian and took some deep breaths in between. And I wrote down where I still felt resistance. Funnily enough the previous points of resistance either dissipated entirely or partially. And by the end of it, I am sitting straighter and feel much more regulated and in charge of myself.
thank you!! It's also a matter of finding the right guide and of timing I find.
I actually have 3x100 day challenges I've set up for myself:
1. 30-60 minutes daily with no external stimuli (just me, my thoughts, being present, letting the inside speak to me instead of always looking outside for answers)
2. Morning / Evening abundance meditations - daily (currently using your free audios but I would happily subscribe to a monthly paid substack if you bring one into being)
3. One unscripted, unedited TikTok per day (to prove to myself that visibility = safety and that my truth is welcome even without performance or strategy behind it)
I don't miss those days! Be gentle with yourself and keep going. I can only imagine the transformation you are creating for yourself.
I haven't decided yet what will be in the paid tier, but here are some things I'm playing with;
Monthly group coaching
access to my live Monday morning Tapping (EFT) sessions
access to new add'l meditations and rituals
The articles and audio drops would stay as they are, no paywall.
Speaking of, there are a good 100+ audios in my archive - I thought of you when you said you couldn't wait for more, because it includes my deservedness meditation.
Oh wow that was… like my reality shook a bit. Oddly enough the hardest part was I deserve, initially the table in my mind cleared out of all the treats but for one jar of goodness.
Also I realized when you did the receiving from the past, present and future my brain went into - no, don’t give me the future money yet, I’ll just spend it wastefully. I genuinely felt fear of receiving because I acted as if I’m not able to grow money once I have it, only lose it.
I love this for you - not that you limited what you felt you deserved or the fear you felt about the future money, but for the data you collected. Now you know - now you can start expanding your capacity to have and to hold. I'm so excited about what's going to unfold for you. You deserve everything you desire simply because you exist, and it harms no one. And one day (soon) you're going to know that with the same certainty that I have!
I did this again, but for like 40 minutes as I paused and thought through and said the affirmations out loud in Romanian and took some deep breaths in between. And I wrote down where I still felt resistance. Funnily enough the previous points of resistance either dissipated entirely or partially. And by the end of it, I am sitting straighter and feel much more regulated and in charge of myself.
Beautiful! And, I commend you on the intentionality you bring to releasing and rewiring any old patterns.
thank you!! It's also a matter of finding the right guide and of timing I find.
I actually have 3x100 day challenges I've set up for myself:
1. 30-60 minutes daily with no external stimuli (just me, my thoughts, being present, letting the inside speak to me instead of always looking outside for answers)
2. Morning / Evening abundance meditations - daily (currently using your free audios but I would happily subscribe to a monthly paid substack if you bring one into being)
3. One unscripted, unedited TikTok per day (to prove to myself that visibility = safety and that my truth is welcome even without performance or strategy behind it)
I'll be launching a paid Substack shortly, so I am taking this comment as a sign - so thank you for that!
How many days are you into your challenge?
today's the 4th day.
And that may seem little but it's already started being a bit more difficult to maintain excitement.
Also because of PMS to be fair.
I can't wait for more substack audios from you :) did you have a specific vision for the paid tier?
I don't miss those days! Be gentle with yourself and keep going. I can only imagine the transformation you are creating for yourself.
I haven't decided yet what will be in the paid tier, but here are some things I'm playing with;
Monthly group coaching
access to my live Monday morning Tapping (EFT) sessions
access to new add'l meditations and rituals
The articles and audio drops would stay as they are, no paywall.
Speaking of, there are a good 100+ audios in my archive - I thought of you when you said you couldn't wait for more, because it includes my deservedness meditation.
https://www.profitasprotest.com/p/audio-drop-its-all-about-the-rise?r=15ez2u
Enjoy!
Oh wow that was… like my reality shook a bit. Oddly enough the hardest part was I deserve, initially the table in my mind cleared out of all the treats but for one jar of goodness.
Also I realized when you did the receiving from the past, present and future my brain went into - no, don’t give me the future money yet, I’ll just spend it wastefully. I genuinely felt fear of receiving because I acted as if I’m not able to grow money once I have it, only lose it.
I love this for you - not that you limited what you felt you deserved or the fear you felt about the future money, but for the data you collected. Now you know - now you can start expanding your capacity to have and to hold. I'm so excited about what's going to unfold for you. You deserve everything you desire simply because you exist, and it harms no one. And one day (soon) you're going to know that with the same certainty that I have!